Five-Hundred Eighty-Four

There are songs I can't listen to
Television shows I can't watch
Experiences I can't do again
This is of my own volition

I lost my filter somewhere
along this ride I was unwilling to take
I am aware of the consequences
but I'm always willing to accept them

I've become stronger
I can bear you, and I can
bear her, them
But I can't bear myself